Thoughts often blur under constant pressure. Or at least it proves to be true for my case. Sad to say, today was no victory for me. Damn it, it wasn’t even anywhere near OK. In summary, today was a disappointment. I’d like to believe that I can please everyone but just as the truth hurts [...]
Posts Tagged ‘Two-Thousand-Nine’
Respect is Disappointment Spelled Wrong
Posted in Despondent, tagged Inadvertent, Two-Thousand-Nine on September 14, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Definitive Breaks
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged Light, Travel, Two-Thousand-Nine on September 12, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Funny how all my previous thoughts have dissolved into nothing in a matter of minutes. All I can recall is saying stuff about letting go. Then again, this morning turned into a search for acceptance and closure anyway so I guess there’s no point into dwelling into such thoughts. I’d just like to finally close [...]
Mad Hatter Under Control
Posted in Despondent, tagged Two-Thousand-Nine on September 10, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I feel sick to my stomach. Then again I feel depression crawling all over me. Perhaps it’s the strain of not getting the grade I had wanted, not even the grade I expected. Or maybe it’s the disappointment that’s taking control of my body. Let’s not forget the feeling of failure that I can’t seem [...]
September 4, 2009
Posted in Despondent, tagged Travel, Two-Thousand-Nine on September 5, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Written on a day full of failed attempts and awkward moments. Truth be told, today wasn’t all that bad. Okay, perhaps it was a little more unfortunate than I had expected. Needless to say, I am very tired at the moment. Tired in a sense that my emotional, physical and spiritual aspects of being are [...]
Gravitational
Posted in Whimsical, tagged Two-Thousand-Nine on August 25, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I do believe I am in need of new shoes. Not to mention, I pretty much miss wearing heels. If only there was a time I could wear heels again. Oh dear, I could only sigh in defeat. I am pretty much in a rather light mood at the moment. Not particularly weightless in particular [...]
Reinvent the Invention
Posted in Despondent, tagged Light, Two-Thousand-Nine on August 11, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
For the last two days, I’ve accumulated so many thoughts that I can barely remember at the moment. All I can seem to find are fragments of what I’ve previously thought about but one thing is certain, I’ve been roused by a shocking revelation from my weightless slumber. For some reason, I’ve come to the [...]
Vandalism
Posted in Despondent, tagged Arcana, Two-Thousand-Nine on July 25, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
When everything somehow seems wrong to me, I write randomly. I guess I could call it compulsive writing. I find comfort in writing down my thoughts and letting myself express things that I can’t seem to voice out to the people I know and love. Yes, I do respect and trust them with almost everything [...]
This Will Last Longer
Posted in Whimsical, tagged Invisible, Two-Thousand-Nine on June 30, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Better than nothing. I’m pretty much at a speechless state at the moment. With the memory of that vivid dream still haunting me, things haven’t been very peachy lately. I remember waking up around 4 o’clock in the morning and feeling so overwhelmed that I cursed early mornings. I’m not really a morning person to tell the [...]
Daughters of Neon-Colored Vultures
Posted in Whimsical, tagged Pink Swine Blues, Two-Thousand-Nine on June 20, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
For about 10 minutes I have been debating with myself whether or not I should start doing my assigned tasks for the week. One thing’s for sure though, I can finish all of these things in less than a week but then I find it so hard to begin for reasons that would only make [...]
Shiny Metallic Purple Armor
Posted in Despondent, tagged Home Life, Two-Thousand-Nine on June 11, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I can’t even put in words how disappointed I am. I didn’t really expect the whole shebang of wonders when it came to who I was gonna spend my year with but it just came as a big surprise to me when I didn’t even get at least some of what I wanted. I just [...]
